Meaning

Theres no meaning i can put on the word love. Theres nothing to describe it, or understand it. Its only feeling, but it manages to caputure the heart. I honestly dont know what love is, im to young and fragile. The only thing i know is i know it exists when i look in his eyes, i feel it in his touch, i hear it in his voice. I want to show him my love, let him feel it, but i dont know how. I hate this frustrated feeling knowing not knowing how love works.

Broken

Okay so this problem was resolved but i had an urge to write about it.

The door slammed shut, lock bolted down, my head bangin down on the wall, as i curl tight in the safety of my ball. I just lay there curled up on the bathroom floor. The silence almost deafening, i cant even hear my cries. My voice aint escapin, the breathings just to hard. My face painted black, my eyes swollen red. Inside im screaming, my heart in a slow crumble. Im slowly breaking down, slowly fading away. The shock of a broken promise, its been so long. Id forgot what its like to be this way. A broken promise does damage but its easier than heartbreak. The heart can survive a slow crumble. But then the tear in his eye, its mirroring mine. My cries out, had hurt him. I could hear it in his voice. I know that i love him, and i know he loves me. But this had hurt, quite deep. But nothing would ever compare to the heartache id have if my life was without him.