Dreams

Over years of suppressing my feelings to help others, I forgot my dreams. After a convosation with a close friend it came to me. I cant believe Ive come to the point that i forgot my own dream. I want to get far away from here, feeling the sun touch my cheeks, and be only an hour away from the family I love. Yet still young, stuck here no way of making this dream true. And yet everyday Im still letting this dream die. Now sat in tears, I come to the point that its ever going to happen. Im uninvited. Im alone, away from where I want to be. Im fine here, I could be perfectly happy staying here. I mean this dream will die, it will. My head will fill with new dreams.