Lyrics

After six months youd think, i can trust again, but its still hard. Heartbreak aches deep in the soul. And after weeks trying to describe why Im like this, and how im rattling with my mind trying to let my feelings escape. Today I came across a song, and many of the lyrics describe my feelings, so here they are.

-near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long

-such pain as this
shouldn't have to be experienced

-you and I have something different
and I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred,
but I am working oh so hard
to get back to who I used to be

-I only know that
I am better where you are

Please believe me, Im trying my best for him, I love him. I trust him with my whole, I just dont want heartbreak, I want to be with him the rest of my life. But my feelings have been crushed before, I think if i let things out I might destroy what me and him have.